CD18: 24 Hours Til Transfer

Transfer is tomorrow and no word on the time we're to arrive yet. My friend LL from Palm Springs is doing her FET way out in LA today. She has 3 frozen embies left. I'm praying for her that they all thawed successfully. She is possibly transferring as I write this.

Her RE said to her, "You can never have enough progesterone". So she's doing PIO and the suppositories. Taking that into consideration, I made my decision to start self-medicating with PIO this morning. 50mg/ml in the hip. J hasn't lost his touch with those needles. He's still a master of the painless shot.

I've only got about a 6 day supply of PIO left, and it's the good stuff packed into ethyl oleate. I called the pharmacy that I use in Arizona and they said I don't have any refills. They're going to fax Dr. Moustache's office and see if they'll refill it for me though. I guess that will tip him off that I'm self-medicating, but what the hell.

I'm already doing 50mg suppositories at night, so another 50mg in the AM can't hurt. At least I don't think it can.

Everything else is status quo except that tomorrow morning, 1 hour before transfer, I'm going to pop 10mg of piroxicam, and with Dr. Moustache's approval, no less. He balked on giving me IV Intralipids even though studies are showing they're cheaper than IVIg and possibly just as effective.

I know that there's no end to the crap I would put into my body if it was to give me the slightest edge on getting pregnant.